kitten scream

as i struggle with how to write a reflection of my work for a reappointment dossier, i'm experiencing kitten envy. i'm living through oscar, the screaming kitten over there --->, who makes me wish myself fuzzy and willful and capable of completely abandoning to the moment, the task, without second-guessing, without worry about self-presentation, without fear that i'll fail, and then there is the matter of exhaustion--the fits and starts, the cramps and sugar, the desire to just sleep.

what would oscar do? eat, sleep, play, repeat. defiantly scream...! purrrrrrr....